missed && scared

it seems to me that am totally invisible to you.
my guess was you are tired of me aready.
i seriously thank you for being with me for the pass few days
i really enjoyed ever single moments with you.
and the very early breakfast you ate with me
took my dog for walk together.
am sure that i'll miss you like hell.
and i think my dog miss you too.
and am serious about that
i brought him out for a walk today cause i miss you.
and well she went to the spot where we brought her and seat down on the stone seat.
she dont even want to go for her evening walk and wont stand up till i force her too.
and i told her that " kor kor wont be playing with you anymore muffey. lets go "
maybe 're busy or maybe 're tired of everything
i dont know.

this few days was he best days of my life =D
you were with me..
jocelyn help me design a tattoo which is a heart lock but without the key.
're the only one now who have the key to my heart.
however i think you would rather throw away the key instead of opening it.
went k box to sing and you wasnt enjoying it like how tianhao enjoyed.
i was hungry && you came all the way eventhought you were tired just to accompany me breakfast.
went to watch movie the other day at cathay.
i gave you attituted because banana slap my new tattoo && i thought you were gonner slap like how she did.
am sorry boy. will you forgive me?
am sorry for giving you attituted this pass few days

you didnt really bother about me anymore
did i do anything wrong?
please tell me.
i went to watch the match germany vs spain yeasterday
and how i wish you were there with me.
but you wasnt.
maybe in your heart the games are more important than anything
and that am just someone whome you can spent your time with while waiting for the next match.

i was thinking this few days.
worried at the same time.
thinking about all the things the man said.
put aside this relationship because i will be heartbroken.
and that someone will leave.
and i guess his right after all humm.
how i wish i didnt go that day.
how i wish i didnt enter that room that day.
how i wish all this wasnt true.
i dont blame you and i wont blame anyone
because all this have been arrange by god.

and all i can do now is hope you can return back to me once again...
baby i hope all the things you promise me is true.
you once ask me did you ever lie to me and i replied no.
so dont break your promise to me and that
you wont be the first to leave me.

darlg thanks for the care bear too<3
she has been sleeping with me since the day you bought for me.
i miss you every single second of the day.
i miss your laughter.
i miss all the time you joke with me
and tell me " no joke no fun "
i miss i miss i miss i really miss.
if any god is listening to my pray now.
i wish he is beside me now.
i wish that he will never leave me.
i dont want anyone else just him.
i dont mind walking with him eventhough i have free rides with wings.
i dont mind letting my helmet be collect dust.
i dont mind taking cab to anywhere with you
all i wish is that you are with me.